Coming up on graduation has left me not wanting to hold any grudges by that time in my life. I just want to be genuinely happy at that time. To this end, I’m going to try to reconcile, or at the very least come to terms with, any failed relationships or ill feelings towards anyone I have throughout the last four years.
I aim to turn the page to the next chapter of my life with clean paper to write on 😊 goal for the rest of this year, now to May 10th, 2015. And this will probably be my New Year’s Resolution too!
I want to do is lose my shit on you or get on anyone’s bad side, but I do wanna be honest so I’m just gonna go ahead and get this off my chest. I’m really hurt by the fact that less than two months ago, you fed me all these excuses about how you don’t want a relationship right now or that it’d be too hard or whatever it was why it wasn’t gonna happen for us again in the near future, and then you end up in a relationship? I get that I went off and did it first but that’s because you really worked hard to push me away…you were and are always my first choice. I don’t know if it’s just that I’m not good enough for you or that you are completely blind to something everyone else around you sees or if you just found someone better, but it really breaks my heart. Sending you snapchats all the time and never getting a reply knowing you’ve opened them, and then getting a completely random one about the ‘best girlfriend ever’ didn’t really help to heal the wound either. That being said, I still care a lot about you and like to think I can tell you anything and you’ll understand so there it is.”
dont hit men!!!!
dont him women!!!
dont hit people!!!!
unless theyre into that in which case make sure you have a safeword